Another
usual day in your life
There you sit and wait to finish work
Imaginations of subhuman kind
But no one sees through you and your secret within
As you
knock on the door
Your blood starts to boil
Enjoy the pain, you want more
And you will never recoil
Bow down,
now
Obey
Show obsequiousness
Remote
controlled you stalk through the streets
As you know your aim, and your aim is the pain
Bondage gear and the lady in black
And when you feel the whip, it's like heaven on earth
As you
knock on the door
Your blood starts to boil
Enjoy the pain, you want more
And you will never recoil
I found
myself today
Trapped in this bed
My hands tied, feet tied
A hole in my head
Nothing
left inside my brain
I don't even know my name
I feel,
I see, I smell
This is my living hell
What did I do, why am I here
No answers
What would
you do,
When all you knew is dead and gone?
You look around
What you see makes no sense
Feeling strange
You realize, you had a total blackout!
I am still
lying on this plank bed here
My inner self filled up with fear
A spark
of memories
Becomes a flame
A syringe needle in my vein
Three tubes
- liquid - that hose
The end seems very close
I woke
up for my own execution
I can't
believe that
I will soon be dead and gone
The drugs work, make me weak
Make me dead
Feeling tired
I realize, I'll have a total blackout!
My life
is changing so fast, I can't explain
I know what it's all about, nothing seems the same
A look at my past life, than drying all my tears
Passing the gate, this is the hour of our fears
Waiting
my whole life, why should I take care
No one is waiting, do I have to be there ?
Leaders of our time, just standing behind
Fighting a war, I can't ignore
Future
oppressions
Forgotten,
displaced, designed from a thought
Now my last hope, I'm praying to god
What is behind this imaginary wall ?
What is behind it ? I don't know at all
Future
oppressions becoming more clear
This is a warning, so you must take heed
Watching and waiting, how deep I descend
Is there deliverance in the end?